& I will color you all RED

Hard To Notice Gleaming From The Sky, When Your Staring At The Cracks
2004-02-27 11:29 a.m.

I'm sorry i can never be good enough for you. and even though i try, and there IS a difference, you don't see it.

you only see what i haven't done. you only see what a terrible kid i am. you only see my mistakes.

you can only see me as human.

i wish i wasn't; just for you.

i wish i was perfect. in a way, i am to you. i am just the 'normal' teen with the 'normal' problems.

i'm sorry that you are blind to who i really am.

is that my fault, or yours?

QUOTE:"& the day will come when you shed your rose-colored glasses and see me as i truly am. and that will be the day i let you shatter my existence with the reverberations of your footsteps against the pavement." Torn and Broken
Feeling - Alright, but a bit guilty because i'm not doing what i should be doing.
Listening to - AFI "Poison Hearts"

Blood In&Blood Out