looking at you almost made me cry tonight; because after this i am going to ignore you.
and i know this sounds harsh, but you probably didn't care anyways, did you?
you probably will not even notice i am gone, will you?
i'm sorry. but i can't take this; i cant take you.
just let me disappear fade away.
and i can begin to feel the water come to my eyes.whyhow can i letthisyou, affect me so much. why must i sit here and dwell on what makes me miserable/what makes me happy?