& I will color you all RED

Oh Dear Boy;Face, If You Could Hear Me Now. How I Would Unplug Your Ears And Tape Your Eyes Open. Don't Miss A Thing/Don't Miss Me/Dont Miss This
2004-02-28 8:59 p.m.

i hate this.

i hate not knowing how you feel.

i hate looking at your face and not knowing what your thinking when you look back at me.

i hate how you play with my heart like the skateboard i see you on everyday. /torn and ripped, dirty and stained/

i hate playing thesse games with you.

i hate how you don't even know that your killing me. and i know that 'killing' is a word i've used a lot lately to describe this situation, but it is the only word i can find that truly fits.

please don't do this to me. please don't.

QUOTE: "The emptiness swallows me whole &forces me to stop breathing." Lime Stars
Mood: panicy, hyper, full of thoughts and emotions.
Music: none

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