the usual stuff
my name is Alyssa. and i am 15 years of age. and, my favorite color is black((of course, because depression is a trend these days))and pink. and blue. and i guess you should know that, i am somewhat of a cutter. oh yeah! and i love to put the strike through lines on random words. i guess that's it until i think of something interesting to say.
the usual suspects
boy;face = my friend tim.
girl;face and bright&eyes = one of my best friends, ladonna.
and then there's my mom; and my brother.
and eric = my mom's b/f. he is one of the biggest assholes that i know{but he's improving}.
i think those are probably the only other people i really talk about.
loves
rain. my black chucks. all of my old and dirty pants that my mom hates me wearing. home made t shirts w/ my favorite lyrics. the smell of the ocean. the colors of the ocean. the ocean. sprite. eyeliner. my natural haircolor (almost black) . summercamp. mint chocolate chip ice cream. reading books in front of the window while it's raining. writing. having people tell me that they like my words. and love"affairs with a boy that i hardly know.
loves
i don't think i hate anything. (yet)
things to do before i die
makeout with a boy who has a tongue peircing/lip ring.
show my scars without fear.
finally tell boy;face that i am head over feet for him.
move away to hawaii and become a beach bum/ surfer.
learn how to snowboard.
make love to kurt cobain;
and then die happy.