Should I Bite My Tongue, Until Blood Soaks My Shirt?
2004-03-02 10:01 p.m.

I waste away my entire day, just for this. I wait all day, just for this. I sit around and try to look pretty, just for this. I mix up what I need with what I want, just for this. I look through the window out of the corner of my eye, just for this. I screw up with my family, just for this.

Just for these ten minutes. for this one hour.

just to be with you.

you just don't get it; do you?

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QUOTE:"I wish for just a split second, you could feel the type of ache that I feel for you every single second of every single day. Maybe then you'd understand." Lime Stars

listening - to the hum of my computer

feeling - tired, happy.

wanting - to sleep restlessly

Blood In&Blood Out