you know what? it seems as if every diary i read is sad and depressing, and it makes me sad. and whether your religious or not, i don't care, because i'm going to pray for you all.
everything in life is a choice. being depressed sucked, so i stopped. i chose to stop. sure, there are always rules and laws and bossy parents and teachers; but ultimately, everything you do in life is your choice. no one can make you choose things, it's always up to you.
so i've stopped whining, and looked at everything in my life that makes me happy. being a downer is no fun. and i'm not complaining about all my friends on dland, you all write absolutely beautifully and i love reading everything that you write and care deeply about. it inspires me to become an even better writer.
i guess i'm just sayng that i'm happy right now. and i really hope that it lasts.
feeling - um, dude....
listening - the micah tawlks band, o lord your beautiful
wanting - some more tea for my poor little strep throat.. :(