and again i'll dream of you tonight, as i fade away listening to each song that reminds me of you. i will lay my head sideways, staring into the flicker of a flame on top of my stereo. i'll keep my finger on the |<< button so as to not let you leave my mind.
i'll waste away while i waited for you to say what i wanted. and i'll stare at you while thinking, " i like you, you stupid fuck! so kiss me already! " but you will only stare back, with an odd look in your eyes while probably thinking the same. because i know how you feel now, and i know what you said.
/sorry hun, people don't keep secrets like they use to./
feeling - tired
listening - the hum of my computer and the clicking of the keyboard
wanting - ........ just plain wanting