...Lace Me Up...
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yesterday i wrote an e-mail to my ex. which is normal, because he lives so far away we just write eachother every other day. but yesterdays letter was different. extremely different. i admitted to him that i was cutting myself. and the whole time i was writing i was crying.
i'm scared. really scared. because for some reason he is one of the few people who i actually care about what they think of me. i hate this feeling; this feeling of being so vulnerable.